Estranged

So nobody ever told you baby
How it was gonna be
So what'll happen to you baby
Guess we'll have to wait and see

-estranged by Guns N' Roses

Have you ever felt estranged? alienated? or lonely perhaps? Believe it or not, i felt em before... and yes i judge some books by their cover coz i believe you need to have inner beauty to make yourself look good, or at least clean and healthy, self conscious is a part of inner beauty right?  Beauty comes to those who are persistent to live their life to the fullest in a good way, i saw an old but stylish lady with her pink twill coat and kitten heels a few days ago. She simply became my role model in life, no matter how old you are, how many wrinkles you have and how many walking sticks you own; never look down at yourself, every era builds characters, appreciate what you have now because age is just a number. 

Another think to share for those who haven't choose their major yet, never let anybody look down on you just because you're different, some of my schoolmates used to hate my sense of style, just because i  failed to fit in their "super amazing" life back then. Their level of excitement towards fashion were simply different than mine. My parents wanted me to choose public relation or marketing as my career path just because i could. The idea of 9(am) to 6(pm) cycle of life was not my dream. I love to do something good and create something with my hands. I'm a melancholic(trust me), i could observe a pair of shoes for 6 months(and still counting) just to see the beautiful details, the arch construction, pattern and philosophy behind the design + it'll be my love at the first sight everytime i see those babies.If you're as crazy as me, choose fashion, but if you only love to shop or staring at vogue for a week monthly, choose another career, like momma dello russo said "you can never be lazy in fashion".  Ask yourselves, do nerves and brains excite you? literature and poems maybe? You can be the star in every major you love just keep this in mind, there are many ways to rome, but never a short cut honey...

wonderland in my hands and say hello to my new baby by Cambridge satchel company

I'm obsessed with lilac for nearly half a decade of my life, found this lovely oversized cocoon dress last month in Madrid. It was lovely but a little bit tricky to wear, it makes you look thinner or fuller at the same time.btw i met Yvan Rodic of facehunter 2 weeks ago, we had a 2,5 hours walk through some various corners of Milan's city center, i accompanied him to search some unique stuff to be captured + let him tasted the best gelatto in Milan(ha!) then he gave me many infos about fashion, photography and most importantly life in return.

dress:COS, shoes:Jeffrey Campbell, Bag:Cambridge Satchel Company, sunnies:H&M

after a quick 5 minutes photography lesson. photography level:tourist T__T