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19.8.11

Bear in Mind

vintage nude-shirt, riotous-skirt, forever21-shoes, rattle&bites-clutch
Have you ever felt the longing for something but deep inside you knew it can't be fulfilled? I honestly hate my bone structure, my clumsiness,  my fat belly and arms, my skin tone, etc . yesss.. we're all humans after all... To be good enough is not enough this day, we live in a society that demands for perfection. Everybody wants to be fragile, petite and flawless. Somebody just told me to lose some weight, i know i know that i have big bones and unfortunately i love foods as much as i hate them, the thing is, just like a quote from Austin Powers movie said " I can't stop eating. I eat because I'm unhappy, and I'm unhappy because I eat. It's a vicious cycle. Now, if you'll excuse me, there's someone I'd like to get in touch with and forgive... myself."

2 days ago i was a little bit shocked when i know that all of the(long haired) models will strut the runway with their clean and curly pony tails. I never pulled my hair back just because i wanted to hide my round and chubby face, it's ironic that deep inside i have a very low self esteem but thank God with every support from my family, friends and most of all my boyfriend i sometimes think that my life is worth living for and i don't need to be  petite to be beautiful, vice versa for all the petite dolls in the world!!!  Maybe 1 month from now i will be the petite one among all the gigantic Caucasians.

image courtesy of ivan victor lucas, MUA- ka ridha audrey

 For every sarcastic and insensitive ladies please never call someone Fat just because you knew that you're thinner and that F words are the most painful word to hear, yes they will took it personally and yesss bear in mind that maybe someday they will be as thin as you but you will still have the worst personality ever.I've learned my lesson and for the past 6 years I'm so against bullying, I'm very PROUD to say that i never and will never be the very mean and obnoxious "anon" who spit hundreds of mean words to someone that they don't even know. If you hate me please kindly give me your phone number and email or at least lemme see your name. Screw all the lowlifes anon.
Last but not least, Mr.B took those lovely photos two days ago after i became one of the models in an event(i will post it later). I wore 3 of my favorite pieces that day, my mom's vintage shirt, riotous bodycon skirt and my rattle&bites clutch! Happy belated independence day INDONESIA! ciao bella!


53 comments:

  1. gilaaa super gorgeous temen gueee yang satu ini. ckckck hahaha :)

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  2. you look stunning with the hair look and the make up. So pretty and nice outfit !!! :)

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  3. baeutiful! i love the clutch!<3

    xx

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  4. Hahaha! No wonder you look so fierce in the pics, reading your post I can tell that you're boiling mad when you wrote it.
    Well, you don't look fat to me. And who wants to be petite? All my cute and petite friends (and my cute and petite Mom) want to be tall if only so they can breathe easily in the crowd instead of smelling armpits left and right. Lol. And the chubby cheek? Thirty years from now you'll thank them for making you look ten years younger and baby face.
    Well, at least you can remember this: if someone is trying to put you down, it simply means you're above him/her. Considering that you're model tall, I can say that literally. ^___^
    Have a great weekend!

    LeeAnne, Style N Season
    http://stylenseason.blogspot.com

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  5. You're so adorable!! Love your make up and hairstyle ^^

    Cheers,
    Nces ♥
    BLOG | TWITTER | SHOP

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  6. rambutnya bagusan gitu Cindy! tanpa poni... :))
    pretty you...padahal banyak cewek pengen punya postur kaya kamu loo...
    yes, we're all beautiful, dengan kelebihan&kekurangan masing2 :)

    xoxo, Gian

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  7. I love that hairstyle. gorgeous!

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  8. Oh my gosh, I would never look at you and think of anything other than gorgeous. xo

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  9. Fake lashes yg mata kanan sedikit lepas difotonya.

    Anyway, you're really slim! So ignore those negative suggestions.

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  10. cantikkkk! lovin the hair and make up.

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  11. really don't mind them, they not worth it. we already meet in real life, and you are gorgeous! and fierce! ( even thou we don't talk much, but my sister have a little chat with you, and she told me that you cool inside and out ! they just jealous, what a pity right?

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  12. Cindyyy I love this post so much! I have the same issue with you.. sometimes I do have really low self esteem with my round and chubby face, fat arms, etc... :( But hey! nobody is perfect right? so let's just enjoy our life while we still have it :)

    xx,
    Alviana

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  13. Love your outfit.
    http://xtheperfectmess.blogspot.com

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  14. we really hate our chubby and round cheeks and envy those who has an oval plus flat chick. take a look at us, our cheeks are chubbier than yours kak, you are beautiful ;)

    thatmeltingcheese.blogspot.com

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  15. Hi Cindy! you know, you're one on my top list blogger that I want to visit after a loooong time I didn't blogging :) reading this post makes me want to say I'm skinny but I hate it so much. I've been dreaming to have a body type like you! So when some girls dreaming to have a skinny body, maybe I'm the only one who dream to have a curvy body :p

    love your make up and your body! ;)

    <3
    http://nadyagita.blogspot.com

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  16. ooh,,dear...for me, you have a super duper perfecto body :)) don't let people bring you down, coz we are beautiful in our ways, right?
    big love to you <3

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  17. You have a beautiful body. You´re healthy, and being healthy is the most important thing. I believe that you can be healthy at any weight, it´s just about moderation and being happy :)

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  18. omg ceka you looks so fabulous! this sleekback ponyhair suits you much!
    happy weekend
    xoxo

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  19. Hello there sweetie! I love this outfit and the huge clutchs you have! The close one pic is my fave! That hairstyle looks great on you girl!
    Hope you're having a great day!
    http://kikisbookofdreams.blogspot.com/
    xoxo Kiki

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  20. I love the outfit, color combination, make up and hair! You look lovely dear:)

    There is nothing worst than bullying other people. Each and everyone one of us is unique! No one should judge other people's appearances because there is no such thing like perfection:)

    Following you on Bloglovin and Google, I would love it if you followed me back!

    Chrysa
    Stories and Sequins

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  21. You look gorgeous with that hairstyle and make up.
    Just ignore those hater. you're beautiful no matter what they said..

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  22. love to see you in that way!! you are super duperrr stunning and adorable!! ;)

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  23. i loved u before, i love u even more now. *i know u know that* :)

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  24. Hey !
    I think everyone feels that way sometimes, I don't think you need to loose wait, I think you look great, especially in that outfit :)

    Xoxo

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  25. ka cindy... that girl in the picture looks sooo beautiful <3 oh wait, that's you!! :)

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  26. You look qute so much.

    xoxo,
    rutharthasya.bloggspot.com

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  27. everything from up to toe is just perfect, following you now <3

    http://mithakomala.blogspot.com

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  28. darling... you're not fat yaaa!!!! screw those people!!! if you're fat you can diet, but what can you do to ugly personalty? hahaha ;p anyways.. you look so pretty in those pictures ;D i like the pink skirt ;)


    www.carolcoraline.com

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  29. nice outfit, nice shot and you're so pretty! stunning!

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  30. ah this is my first time seeing u with ur hair tied, you look really gorgeous with this hairstyle:)

    Journal J

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  31. Great outifit and make!!!Come visit me too:
    http://corinamvieira.blogspot.com/

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  32. so pretty! you should pull your hair back like that again!
    love the way you put on your make up and also your nude shirt love it love it!

    http://parfaitmemoire.blogspot.com

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  33. OMG your blog caught my attention..
    am a new follower here, am a big fan of all fashion bloggers, check out my blog and follow me too if you like.. I hope too see more of your post

    http://sittieinthecity.blogspot.com/

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  34. You look so beautiful and amazing! I love Your make-up!

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  35. you look beautiful :D yeah, I hate my bone structure as well but hey, we are all beautiful :D

    Love that peachy top ;)

    Carissa ♥

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  37. You look gorgeous! I love your skirt.

    Erin
    www.simplyjustlovelyblog.com

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  38. pretty skirt and hair! enter my giveaway!!

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  39. back again here. just see your old post and find this one that was similar with my new post

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  40. OMG I couldn't agree more.
    Screw them! you're not fat, you're pretty inside and out :D
    can't wait to see u on Saturday!

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  41. How can someone say such a horrible thing? You are definitely not "Fat". You're no way near fat. I am very sad to hear that you don't love your body since you have a body that many girls would kill for. You should not care what other people think about you. I know it's hard but it is the type of thing you should live by. You are beautiful in many ways and don't fall into the trap that many girls fall in for - that is subconsciously comparing and forcing themselves to believe that they are fat. You can always change what you think and believing and accepting that you are beautiful is what will make you a happy person.

    I am a new follower. Care to visit me or follow me at:

    thevintagevolt.blogspot.com

    Love,
    -Lynne <3

    Ps: remember you are beautiful <3 Smile and be happy (:

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