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My new babies by alberto guardiani

Yes some said a normal girl needs 1000 pairs of shoes in her entire life, me? 1000 pairs won't be enough!!! I love shoes way tooooo much, saw my new baby in black pumps a few months ago(in front of pucci's show @ milan fashion week) and it's my natural instinct to hunt my babies down like a momma panther always do.
Btw 3 years ago a friend of mine asked me to think about a life changing hypothesis(by him) about me "ceka, what if you're born to be like this(made a circle in the air, read:fat), and no matter how hard you try to "fix" it, you're born this way(yes lady gaga stole his words)". I was a lil bit shock when i heard his hypothesis about me, yes he's a science student and he's petite. I proofed him wrong when i lose 20 kilos in a year but then i gained em all back in 3 months and i lose 22.5 kg + made my own size 6 prom dress. It felt amazing at that time, i gained control! I lose 4 more kg and transformed myself without any personal trainer etc into a 175cm size 4 figure. Only a few of my close high school friends know that I was a big fat 12-14 years old hulk(junior high)  and i lose 25 kg before i entered my new high school. I lose almost 70ish kg in total but i also lose my happy childhood and teenage life because of my strict diet plan, self-hating, etc...

Rattle and Bites

So sorry for the lack of post in my virtual wonderland, i have a major 3in1 exam two days ago and will have another exam next week. Wish me Luck guys! I made a few dresses, pants and skirts in these past 9 months, i'll post em all when the time is right :). btw are the pictures too blury for you guys? i've tried my best to fix the resolution problem but...anyway thank you so much anastasia siantar , the petite(hot, friendly and fearless!) girl from brownplatform for these ah-mazing pictures of mine! 

Juwita Malam-Dedittie

Another ah-mazing collection of Dedittie, i love how they modernize our local traditional silhouette.The luxurious materials, silhouette and of course the video is amazing! ladies, be proud of our local brands! I can't help myself but uploading their fashion video here in my virtual wonderland, the model, clothes, and song!! *faint btw Here are my most favorite items of dedittie! follow their twitter here and last but not least visit their lovely website here

image&video courtesy of dedittie and ivan victor lucas

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Ama La Vita by Avanava

Guts and Roses

Hi! Time flies way too fast huh? We're in the fifth month of 2012 right now!! May will be a very busy month for me; the exams is coming, need to search for a new apartment(i need a bigger one to store all of my stuff) and i need a ticket to Jakarta asap! I'll bring many things from Milan for sure, visit my booth at a bazaar in Plaza Indonesia on July, summer wipe out, garage sale, etc ok? btw i give a few of my important items a chance to shine in this post. click the read more button and drool!

Featured on Teen Vogue Best-Dressed Reader of The Day

Saw this post on teen  vogue a few minutes ago.. I never thought that teen vogue will featured me as their best-dressed reader >.< Thank you teen vogue!
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DIGNITY clearance SALE

DEAR readers! I just found out that Dignity's CLEARANCE SALE, yessss sale! will end in 4 more days. Grab em fast ladies and pretty boys while the stock last! You can see my other dignity post HERE and also HERE for more references from my blog.

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