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My new babies by alberto guardiani

Yes some said a normal girl needs 1000 pairs of shoes in her entire life, me? 1000 pairs won't be enough!!! I love shoes way tooooo much, saw my new baby in black pumps a few months ago(in front of pucci's show @ milan fashion week) and it's my natural instinct to hunt my babies down like a momma panther always do.
Btw 3 years ago a friend of mine asked me to think about a life changing hypothesis(by him) about me "ceka, what if you're born to be like this(made a circle in the air, read:fat), and no matter how hard you try to "fix" it, you're born this way(yes lady gaga stole his words)". I was a lil bit shock when i heard his hypothesis about me, yes he's a science student and he's petite. I proofed him wrong when i lose 20 kilos in a year but then i gained em all back in 3 months and i lose 22.5 kg + made my own size 6 prom dress. It felt amazing at that time, i gained control! I lose 4 more kg and transformed myself without any personal trainer etc into a 175cm size 4 figure. Only a few of my close high school friends know that I was a big fat 12-14 years old hulk(junior high)  and i lose 25 kg before i entered my new high school. I lose almost 70ish kg in total but i also lose my happy childhood and teenage life because of my strict diet plan, self-hating, etc...