PiccolinaShop and now sharing time!!! I'm addicted to a lot of colors lately and if you see my picture library inside my laptop you'll see a lot i mean A LOT of white images, houses and interior stuffs. I never thought that I'll love white so much or even pink! My hair color changed me i guess or maybe I'm a late pink lover, everybody will love pink at least once right? IDK what i'm talking about but you're about to see a lot of words after you click the read more button
Photographed by Rufina Ayu Ananto
Dress(worn as skirt)&Shoes:Zara
Have you ever tried to fit in into a certain group/community of people but no matter what you do(or not do), those people reject you from the first time you say hello? HELLO!!! You're not alone darlings, i remember how embarrassed and sad i was when i tried to be the first one to say hello or even smile(one of the reason i never smile or look at anybody in the face when they say hello to me) and all i could see was the "who are you little piece of nothing?" face. i know RIGHT! *grouphug*
You should know that it took a lot of courage and humbleness to be the first one who start a conversation with strangers, but have you ever thought that maybe their group were full already? They already have too much problems with the group they're in right now, or maybe too much fun. They're in their comfort zone, they're like a fully packed crayola box. They found all of the colors already and you need to find your own crayola box too!
Never tried to change your color for the sake of some cool group's compliment, never try to please everybody because you can't! Even God isn't loved by everybody right? I'll tell you something that you could do, no matter how mean people are you can always be kind to everybody! Others will need you anyway if you can be the best of yourselves, nobody likes lazy or smelly people but everybody loves the kind one. Remember to know when to say NO. Because some people were born evil i don't know why.
Back to the colors, trust me you will find your bestfriend, clique and hopefully soulmate in the future. The 13 years old me never thought that i would find all of them but hey... People changed, we're smart and we learned from our mistakes. If you think that you're born in the wrong family, race or maybe time. You're wrong! I always said this to myself and a few times to my readers "bloom where you're planted" maybe you're the agent of change? Maybe you're the perfect seed who was too afraid to bloom just because you're a late bloomer or maybe you're just to lazy to be the best of yourselves. Yes some people were born perfect, maybe you've seen them before somewhere, they called themselves the "Victoria Secret Angels". I was not lucky enough to be one of them, but i was lucky to even be here, my mom almost lost me when i was in her belly just because she didn't know that i was there.Thank God i was born in a capital city of Indonesia and not in a small unknown village in Africa where baby girls were meant to be slaughtered, thank God i could have an internet access now and you too! If you could read this post then.... You're lucky to be you :) enough said ciao ciao and see you on my next post!