blazer:Dad's blazer from 1993
Wow, it's almost a month since my last outfit post, i gained a few more pounds i guess, i feel so ugly i decided to not to post my photos... I usually have 12-16 photos and they indicated how high was my self-esteem back then, and now.... after the exam, weight gain and a full dose of stress, 4 is better than none right? I'm an emotional eater since i was 10 years old. i can't deal with pressure and sadness. Everybody knows when i feel fat and ugly; black and oversized clothes are my only bestfriends. Maybe just maybe y'all have the same problem with me. I just want you to know that you're not the only one.... I wish i could say that i'm happy to be fat but it's not the right thing to do because my relationship with food were never right. Sometimes i hate those size zero girls who keep telling me to stare at their "chubby" cheeks.well.... they clearly don't know how it feels to be fat. I'm trying to pull myself together right now. thank you for the emails, formspring, tweets etc guys. Please keep praying for my father's health *bighug* i believe that every single prayer count. ciao ciao....
p.s: i'll be in jakarta next week :)