blazer:Dad's blazer from 1993
dress:H&M
beanie:Dignitycloth
Wow, it's almost a month since my last outfit post, i gained a few more pounds i guess, i feel so ugly i decided to not to post my photos... I usually have 12-16 photos and they indicated how high was my self-esteem back then, and now.... after the exam, weight gain and a full dose of stress, 4 is better than none right? I'm an emotional eater since i was 10 years old. i can't deal with pressure and sadness. Everybody knows when i feel fat and ugly; black and oversized clothes are my only bestfriends. Maybe just maybe y'all have the same problem with me. I just want you to know that you're not the only one.... I wish i could say that i'm happy to be fat but it's not the right thing to do because my relationship with food were never right. Sometimes i hate those size zero girls who keep telling me to stare at their "chubby" cheeks.well.... they clearly don't know how it feels to be fat. I'm trying to pull myself together right now. thank you for the emails, formspring, tweets etc guys. Please keep praying for my father's health *bighug* i believe that every single prayer count. ciao ciao....
p.s: i'll be in jakarta next week :)
Hai cici kece <3
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wish you good luck and wont fail the exam (just read ure prev post) :) black is always be a perfect bestfriend <3
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Absoultely love your outfit and how you played with black tones, I've been obsessed with my black maxi skirt as well lately. Also, the background is divine, so peaceful and it creates the perfect contrast!
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ReplyDeleteI don't see you fat, but I admire your honesty! Many girls are not happy with their bodies but they don't admit it publicly, they just say they feel comfortable as how they are, when it's not like that at all. Well, anyway I repeat I don't see you fat :P
And I don't know what happened to your father because I'm new in your blog, but I hope he gets well :*
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You look nothing like ugly, you are gorgeous! Love this dress, so pretty on you :)
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